he clears his throat, cheeks flushed pink. here goes nothing. ]
I ended up falling for a good friend, and I sort of kissed him on impulse, but he's not even human so he doesn't understand whether or not he reciprocates my feelings, and telling you this just made me realize... why do I keep getting mixed up in complicated relationships with people who don't fall under the classification of "human"? Is this some sort of pattern?
[ jude is sort of out of breath when he stops talking. his hand underneath alvin's has curled into a white-knuckled fist. it's hard to meet alvin's gaze, but he does, searching his eyes to gauge his reaction. that was a lot. ]
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he clears his throat, cheeks flushed pink. here goes nothing. ]
I ended up falling for a good friend, and I sort of kissed him on impulse, but he's not even human so he doesn't understand whether or not he reciprocates my feelings, and telling you this just made me realize... why do I keep getting mixed up in complicated relationships with people who don't fall under the classification of "human"? Is this some sort of pattern?
[ jude is sort of out of breath when he stops talking. his hand underneath alvin's has curled into a white-knuckled fist. it's hard to meet alvin's gaze, but he does, searching his eyes to gauge his reaction. that was a lot. ]