[ jude nods, lips straightening into a thin line. he takes what alvin says seriously. ]
Yeah. I wouldn't mess around with something like this. It might not have happened how I wanted it to happen, but... it still happened, so I ended up confessing to everything. I don't even know how much sense I made.
... Even if it turns out he can't look at me the way I look at him, as long as we can still have the friendship we have now, I think I'll be okay.
[ the look on jude's face says otherwise. it'll... be hard. he understands that 9s needs to sort things through, but he still hates this waiting, this not knowing. ]
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Yeah. I wouldn't mess around with something like this. It might not have happened how I wanted it to happen, but... it still happened, so I ended up confessing to everything. I don't even know how much sense I made.
... Even if it turns out he can't look at me the way I look at him, as long as we can still have the friendship we have now, I think I'll be okay.
[ the look on jude's face says otherwise. it'll... be hard. he understands that 9s needs to sort things through, but he still hates this waiting, this not knowing. ]